I'm getting fat
I'm getting uglier
I've lost my baby possibly forever
My sisters are all messed up
I feel alone evey second of every minute of every day since my baby left me
I don't know what to so with myself anymore
I can't get out of bed to do anything productive
I have no motivation
I don't want to get up in the morning, afternoon, or at night
I don't feel like functioning...

A long list of negative things that won't go away. And the clicking of my iPhone keyboard is driving me even more insane. I wNt to listen to music but I can't or I'll drown in my own tears (I'm being so emo...) I hate when I get this way...

Layer days (maybe)
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maryjane; 22; loved && inlove GOD || my wifey || my family || my friends || music follow.me
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july 9th - 11th: birthday weekend
july 19th - 25th: vacation from hell hole (phew)
july 30th - august 2nd: camping
august 7th: birthday party
august 21st: mommy's birthday
august 27th: frances' birthday