Holy shit! Take a fucking look at this:

"Tyn-Tyn Prollamante says it's because of her. Awake still 7am."

WTF? Please someone slap me and tell me to leave, but then again I wouldn't. I'm so caught up, so in love, I would do anything for you even though you don't do anything in return. I don't know what to do anymore. I don't know how to make you stop thinking about her. I don't understand why I'm not good enough. I know one thing though, I'm never going to be good enough. I feel so second rate (yet again).

Can't you let this shit go? Let her fucking go!!!!!!
I'm going to go before I cry. I can't cry about this anymore. I can't think of anything to do about this anymore. I hope the bitch I'd happy. I hope she's satisfied with herself for doing what she's doing.

Peace out.

{*posted from my iPhone}
10:21 AM

I'm pretty sure that your sure but then again I'm not completely sure.

I have no idea why this girl has to be in your life. Do you hate me that much to toture me in this way...but then again, why am I being torttured by this. I keep telling myself over and over again that you're mine but why don't I believe it. It could be because I think too much about certain things. Things that aren't worth my time. This bitch isn't worth my time. I think I'm the one who needs to get this through my thick skull. Ugh I'm so frustrated with myself.

One more thing before I go. Why do people like this interfere with my life at the moments when I am happiest? Someone please answer this one fucked up question.

Later days bloggers.



{*posted from my iPhone}
11:35 AM

I can't tell you how we're going to pull this off. But I can tell you we will. =)

I've got project SPECIAL DAY all planned put on the Todo app for iPhone. However, nothing has been crossed off as of yet.

On another note: my toe us killing me. Stupid me stubbed it and now I'm in pain. Oh well. I'm going to have to live with it.



Went to buzz fest for the first time on Sunday. It was awesome! Cirle's Corner was an AMAZING band and Sharen can knock anyone's socks off with her voice. Oh my. You have to hear these people to believe it.




Anyway, I should try to sleep. Tomorrow, or should I say later, is training day. Peace =)






{*posted from my iPhone}
12:43 AM

You say, "I'm in love with you."
I say, "Finally!"

LOL. Finally you've realized it. =]
I'm in love with you too baby. <3





{*posted from my iPhone}
11:14 AM

Ok. So yesterday American Eagle called me and told me to come in for a group interview. I was friggen shocked because when I ha fed in my resume the woman who took it gave me a weird look. Kind of like she thought I was crazy.

Anyways. I went for the interview and I think it went alright. I answered a fair share of questions and I think my answer were of pretty good quality. However; my availability SUCKS ASS because I work a full-time job and this full-time job ALWAYS schedules me to friggen close. Everyone else can close except me. Think it ruined my chances? LOL I think so. Keeping my fingers crossed.

On another note: this blog press App is actually very useful. It makes it easier to update everyday. I think that's all I have to say for now. I think. Maybe I'll be back later. =]








{*posted from my iPhone}

1:28 AM

sooo. i was thinking and came up with this conclusion: why the fuck do i let bitches bother me. your mine and you've said it a million times.

if this girl wants to play mind games, fine.

later days :) 5:58 PM

I kill the mood whenever I go out. Maybe it's because I'm always thinking worst case. For example: we're clubbing, "people" are getting chummy with each other. I'm thinking, "Oh gosh. What if she's better than me? What if you're planning on leaving me?"


Ugh. I'm really not very confident about myself and when I go to the club or out and see that EVERY girl looks better than me...I get insecure. Wouldn't you? I guess I just ha e to be more...cocky. Maybe it won't be as bad if I'm always thinking ,"I'm the shit."

Here comes the change. No more caring about what your thinking. I'm beautiful. Christina Augilera said so.

Later days.



12:56 PM

Why are some girls so friggen stupid?

3:27 AM

wondering why i put myself through all this bullshit?

because i love her.

P.S: i just finished a REALLY good sandwich. i want some cream of broccoli soup. 12:52 AM

it's is august 1st. i haven't updated in so long. all i do is work. i never have time to do anything else it seems.

because i work so late i feel like i'm losing my relationship. it's just me i think.

i rellay don't know what to say but i thought i should put down a few words so then it doesn't seem like i've forgotten about you bloggers. i think i should go before i go in circles once again in life.

later days. 9:57 PM

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