Monday, November 23, 2009
my dog tripped me
my managers hate me
my baby's gone away
can i be anymore sad? (chandler reference? lol)
i'm out. going to cook food.
later days.
-- RAWR! it means iloveyou in dinosaur --
2:20 PM
Saturday, November 21, 2009
it is 6:12AM in the morning and i can't sleep. i'm watching friends season 7 box set. gosh this show is addictive. i bet no one reads this because i'm not at all interesting but what the heck. it doesn't hurt to write down what you're thinking. i think i'm going to start disc 3 of season 7 now.
i'm off work so i might come by again.
later.
P.S: look at our Christmas tree:
-- RAWR! it means iloveyou in dinosaur --
6:13 AM
Friday, November 20, 2009
i miss my baby. :(
-- RAWR! it means iloveyou in dinosaur --
2:12 PM
Thursday, November 19, 2009
this is my 50th post!!! how exciting. too bad i don't get anything special for this except the feeling that i waste my time to much by writing (not that it's a bad thing it's just there are other thing i could be doing. hehehe)
anywaaays. look what my baby made:
i miss her so much. <3<3<3
okay well i'm going to go finish getting ready for work.
later days.
-- RAWR! it means iloveyou in dinosaur --
1:14 PM
Sunday, November 15, 2009
new pet peeve: people making videos of themselves singing and thinking that they're good. (i'm a really mean person)
i'm watching friends so this entry isn't going to go anywhere.
peace out.
-- RAWR! it means iloveyou in dinosaur --
12:10 AM
Saturday, November 14, 2009
sooooo....
27 days till i see my baby.
that's the only thing on my mind right now.
just seeing my baby.
later days
-- RAWR! it means iloveyou in dinosaur --
6:14 PM
Thursday, November 12, 2009
i have work later. i should be sleeping but it's hard. i don't know if you know but it's kind of hard sleeping in the bed alone when you've slept next to someone for the past two years. i don't even want to think about what would happen if i lost my baby forever. i don't think i would ever be able to sleep again knowing that i'll never be physically near them ever again. *sigh.
on another note: i'm trying to clean the room i'm living in and i can't seem to bring myself to clean under the bed. maybe i should finish the rest of the room first. hmmm...?
anyways. off to try to get some sleep. maybe i'll write again tomorrow.
later days
P.S: i'm almost to 50 blogs. it's taken a while but still. i never thought i would get to this point so quickly. i wonder how long it will take me to get to 100... hmmm...?
goodnight.
-- RAWR! it means iloveyou in dinosaur --
2:16 AM
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
so today i worked in the morning. i went in late. it's not my fault. they scheduled me to close the night before. lol. it wasn't really worth it because it was only a 5&1/2 hour shift. went to sheida's after work and "taught ashley how to sew" :P overall a really productive day.
i miss my baby. i love my baby. i want to see my baby now. :(
peace bloggers.
-- RAWR! it means iloveyou in dinosaur --
12:47 AM
Sunday, November 8, 2009
so my baby left.
i'm all alone
i don't feel like going out (although i should because it'll make me feel a little bit better)
i don't feel like going to work (although i need to money)
ugh
i don't feel like doing anything
all i do is watch family guy over and over and over again
all i do i s play games on facebook
all i do is eat. (however, i think i'm cutting down. i didn't have breakfast.)
i'm going to go. i need to find my walmart vest.
peace.
-- RAWR! it means iloveyou in dinosaur --
1:32 PM
Friday, November 6, 2009
someone i know blames me for losing a bestfriend.
i don't think they know that they are the one to blame for that.
and friend on facebook wrote on her status:
"I can only be sympathetic to a certain point. But at the end of the day you only have yourself to blame for the chances you didn't take and the sacrifices you didn't make. No pain, no gain. You don't deserve anything you didn't put the effort in to fight for. So stop blaming others for the pain you keep going through, ...because it was your lack of effort and actions that got you there in the first place."
i totally agree.
on another note: my baby left this morning and i'm feeling lost.
i want you to come home.
-- RAWR! it means iloveyou in dinosaur --
6:48 PM
Monday, November 2, 2009
friday is coming too fast.
i don't want you to go.
i want you to stay here with me.
i don't know how long i'm going to last here alone.
surrounded by things that will remind me of you.
sleeping alone.
i'm going crazy just thinking about it.
how will i be when you're actually gone?
-- RAWR! it means iloveyou in dinosaur --
2:41 PM
