I kill the mood whenever I go out. Maybe it's because I'm always thinking worst case. For example: we're clubbing, "people" are getting chummy with each other. I'm thinking, "Oh gosh. What if she's better than me? What if you're planning on leaving me?"


Ugh. I'm really not very confident about myself and when I go to the club or out and see that EVERY girl looks better than me...I get insecure. Wouldn't you? I guess I just ha e to be more...cocky. Maybe it won't be as bad if I'm always thinking ,"I'm the shit."

Here comes the change. No more caring about what your thinking. I'm beautiful. Christina Augilera said so.

Later days.



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